Truth Day

Today is the first day of my new life. I am certain I have said those words before. In fact, I said those very words about a month ago. But, I didn't really make significant changes and so, I lied to myself. I have actually gotten really good at lieing to myself. The trouble is, today is the first day that I admitted the lie.

So, today is the day that I will be totally honest with myself. Here goes nothing.....

My name is Brandy Williams and I am a habitual self- defeatist. Most people who believe they know me, would really scratch their heads about that title. In fact, several of them may wonder if I am being overly critical. Let me assure you all, I am not. Rather, I hide my defeatism very well.

How? I simply avoid tasks that I think I will fail. Likewise, I may deliberately do something that would cause the task to fail, hence giving me a "reason" to be ok with not meeting my goal. I KNOW I am not alone, but I decided to take this step so that I could change and hopefully help someone else to do the same. I don't know where this Blog is going to go. I don't know who will read my words and benefit from them. But what I know is, I had it on my heart to produce it, and so, here goes nothing. This is my journey in life. I wan to grow, learn, mature and be a better me.

This blog will service as my place for musings, challenges, successes and well, failures. Thank you for taking this time to grow with me and please, don't be shy about sending me messages. I want to hear about you too!